Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Tuesday Memories

I meant to discuss Pagan today, but I find I simply don't want to discuss anything...

While Thursday is the day we lost Neala- Tuesday was the day we brought her to the surgeon, so hopeful, so full of expectations and hope. We held our breath for what seemed like hours- waiting for the call from the surgeon. And when we finally received it- boy, did we celebrate! Not only us, but the people all over the world who were supporting Neala!

I think of the rollercoaster ride of last week and my stomach just clenches painfully. Today was the last day Neala was 'normal'. I think the results of the misfeeding could be seen when we visited the night of the surgery... Remember how I pointed out that we stayed only a few minutes, because she felt so cold? I think her body was already diverting energy towards her breathing versus keeping her warm.

4 comments:

  1. I am heart broken for you and what you went through with Neala. She touched everyone's heart. She was loved by everyone. Sending you comforting hugs, purrs and prayers.

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  2. So many of us are heartbroken, we went through this together, to a degree. Not as much as her family, of course, but she touched us.
    When I was working on the CB and looked at my calendar, saw my notes for the week.
    Tuesday: Neala surgery and a little heart drawn in.
    And then, just two days down, it reads Angel Neala.
    So unfair. So much promise.
    Sending you love and hugs.

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  3. We still cry whenever we read about poor little Neala. We are still sending you lots and lots of comforting purrs and prayers - we know this has to be so difficult for you, and we hope that knowing we are all out here (and of course by we I mean all the CB) sending you good thoughs helps at least a little.

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